Sorry to hear that man. I’ve put a few of my best friends down, every one of them is that much harder also. One of the worst feelings in the world. I swear every time I’m not getting another one, but they bring so much joy to our lives, unconditional love and someone you can talk to and they just listen and comfort you.
It’s really a shame that humans can be like dogs, this world would be great.
All I can say is the easiest way to help the pain and sorrow is to get another. My pup just turned one year old may 4th. I waited 2 years after I put my last one down, the pain was great and I couldn’t see in myself of having the strength to put another down when the time came...but here I am again with a great companion.
As bad as it feels you did the right thing as a dog owner. I hope this helps but I’m thinking it won’t. Damn eyes watering now as we all know the heart felt pains your going through. Remember the good times and special moments together.