Very few memories stand out in my mind the way this one does. Who knew finding a turtle shell could transform your life?
For a short time in my life, I was fortunate enough to hunt on a 300+ acre family farm. “The Hill”, as it was known, belonged to my dad’s mother and her second husband. The farm was originally purchased by my dad’s father (and mother pre-divorce) and it became the training ground for deer hunting in our family. My dad and his 4 brothers all cut their teeth on that farm, as did several of us grandkids. My first ever hunt took place in 1989 on that farm in a spot located between the “Beech Grove” and “The Flat”. The plan was for me to sit with my dad on the edge of a wooded flat while my uncles staged themselves in various strategic locations throughout the farm. Then, as he’s always done, my uncle Jason would “wander”. Very few people I have ever shared the woods with can nudge deer slowly around a block of woods like he can. And on that farm, he had 15 years of practice, so it was a well-vetted process!
True to form, not long after sunrise and shortly into his walkabout, Jason jumped several deer out of a thicket located on the backside of the Beech Grove. Like they always did, they dropped straight off the hill, hopped the creek, and started up the other side to find safety in the regrowth of a timbered area of the farm. The last deer in the group was a “respectable” 8-point and he was coming right at us! Of course being patient and having the foresight to see better shooting opportunities at 7 seems to elude most of us. And apparently, you get tunnel vision and lose hearing too because I didn’t hear dad telling me to wait and the shot sure as hell wasn’t anywhere near the deer! I can distinctly remember taking my head off the stock to look over the barrel at this buck and mid-admiration of his rack, the gun went off!
Inspection of the crime scene revealed a small crater in the creek bottom caused by a .410; no hair, blood or deer either. And here come the uncles, several of whom saw the whole thing go down, so the ribbing starts before they ever get to the creek bottom!
After deciding the critical mission was meat and it’d be easier without a 7-year old, my uncle Jim volunteered to walk me back to the house and he’d take up watch over a known funnel not too far off the back porch. Uncle Jim was a bit of a real-life Marlboro Man, which was a far departure from my dad’s more buttoned-down, stoic nature. Jim and Jason ran the rodeo scene, smoked like trains, drank like sailors and generally set a great example for what I wanted to be when I grew up!
So getting to spend time with him alone was an exciting prospect to me at that moment in time!
We meandered along the creek as we worked our way back to my grandma’s house, uncle Jim telling family hunting stories that might as well have been Roosevelt or Hemingway tales to me at the moment. When we reached the spring below the cabin, we stopped to check it out. As my uncle Jim was explaining what the spring was, I noticed this turtle shell nearby and at the time, it was “treasure” and I had to have it. Uncle Jim used water from the spring to clean it out, then handed it to me full of spring water to drink.
Now, you have to understand my mom was an original “helicopter mom”, and a bit of a hypochondriac, so the thought of drinking water from a turtle shell paralyzed me for a moment…
But as I’d be most of my life, I quickly got over the fear and reprisal and went for it in the moment. That water was cold, clear and clean. Satisfying! It was a moment in time where I was connected with not just my immediate ancestors, but those who’d walked that very holler for centuries before. I can still see the vivid green of the moss growing on the rocks around the outlet of the spring. I can see the pale grey skies of the late November morning. I felt as “cool” as that spring water at that moment in time. There I was: carrying a gun in the woods with my rebel uncle, doing rebel things. I'd come of age. That feeling (and vision) is etched into my brain like few other memories.
A few years back, uncle Jim and I were passing the Mason jar back and forth around a campfire at uncle Jason’s and I told him this story. I thanked him for taking the time to do something that seemed small to him at the time, but that it made a lasting impact on me. That morning, and particularly that moment, is when I became a hunter and this keepsake serves as a reminder of that memory…