I hesitated writing my last post about Penney being shot more out of guilt than anything, like I said I was feeling guilty that I put her in that position too have that happen, but in hindsight posting it was a good therapeutic thing too do…. Seeing all the kind responses have made me feel a whole lot better, and with that I am truly blessed too have found this place and all of you….. Joe had talked too me about it Saturday evening and had also given me a lot of encouragement and knows where I was coming from and I have a feeling he’s been in my shoes somewhere along the line and I thank you Joe for what you had told me……
Some have posted a thank you too Sam as well for his deeds of generosity, and I can’t say enough for the help he had given me I truly appreciate it and he is a good friend and I can always count on him and in life those type of people are few and far between….. But with that being said TOO is full of such people and the behind the scenes PM’s that I have received as well as the text messages mean a lot…. The first couple of days I just didn’t know what too say so I had given a lot of short too the point responses but just know that you all made a difference those couple of days…..
Here sometime in the next week when I feel I can talk too the individual without wanting too cave his skull in I will talk too him and tell him how he has affected my family as well as me and my friends who have spent time with us in the field hunting behind her…. I hope too God that it sinks in but who knows we will see……
Katie hasn’t been doing so well, she misses her lifelong friend and today she busted out of her kennel and was running around the houses close too her kennel…. Kind of wondering if she was looking for Penney….. I just got home from fixing the kennel so it won’t happen again, but she has been whining a lot since she’s been by herself and that definitely has me worried and hopefully it will fade away as the day’s progress….. Again we’ll see what happens….. She is getting extra attention and has spent some time in the house which is a real treat for her lol….. But getting her a new bunk mate will be in the works in the next month, not something I look forward too but it’s got too be done sooner or later….. I don’t think I can ever replace Penney but I’ll find a suitable substitute……
I can say for the first time today I can actually talk about her and not have too wipe my eyes because of the emotions…… Again thank you for all the kind words, and well wishes I truly appreciate it from you all…..