Jesse- Things happen for a reason. You had some screw ups last year. So what? It happens. It is why we continue to bow hunt. If it were easy, I guarantee you this site would not exist. We would move onto a bigger challenge. Moe is back this year and he is bigger. Maybe someone was looking out for you and testing your ability to wait and be patient? Maybe there is something bigger in store for you?
There is always an element of luck involved. You cannot create luck. I don't care how much you know about this deer's movements. Winds swirl. Tree stands creak. Things happen. You can be in the right place, at the right time, and not be presented the right shot. This is where luck comes into play and this is where the difference between you making it happen through your own persistence, patience, and intestinal fortitude come into play, or. . . you settle. I was being honest when I said shoot what makes you happy. If another deer of equal caliber comes into your shooting lane that you have never seen before, then shoot him! There would be no shame in this. If you wait all season for Moe and it doesn't happen, then it doesn't happen. Nobody here is having the doubts in you that YOU are having. No one else is judging you except YOU! We would all love to see you with Moe, but if you shoot a mature deer and are happy with it, I cannot see anyone whispering in the shadows. Just not the way we are around here, and you should know that as well as anyone. We would all be happy for you either way. You have a somewhat unique ability to find some dandy hawgs every year. You already have a talent that many do not have. Best of luck this year in whatever you decide!
I edit to expand on "somewhat unique". There are certainly others that share this ability. Therefore it is not totally unique. However, there is a very small percentage of hunters out there I can think of that get onto big deer with consistency the way you do.