I'm now to the point where I have zero desire to hunt this year. Like most of you, im obsessed with bow hunting. I absolutely love it and this time of year normally feels like Christmas to me.
Between lack of pics and absolutely zero sightings while scouting the back roads, I just can't get my dander up.
I can relate to this feeling after this severe outbreak that has occured this summer. I haven't shot my bow in weeks due to spending most of my time scouting for dead deer and honestly have lost all motivation to even try so the bow will stay in the case for this season and I will focus on other things and might try some small game hunting. This will be the 1st year in 15 years I have not bow hunted and although as disheartening as that may be I cannot muster up the desire to try and shot one of the few deer alive after the devistation I have seen.
Similar to you I have run cameras for well over a month and the only deer I have captured is a small doe, 2 spotted fawns that seemed to have banned together which I assume there mothers died, a 6 point and spike who seem like the only leftover healthy buck, and the worst of which was 1 doe and 1 buck that you could tell on camera had EHD both of which I found 100 yards or so from my camera. I see these same 4 deer over and over and over at all 3 of my camera sites which were all good areas for capturing the majority of the deer in the area.
After finding 13+ dead on the 30 acres near me, finding one alive that was infected and suffering, hearing reports of at least 7 or 8 good buck found dead just right up the road, and after talking with many of the locals at least 50 dead within a mile radius of me (i.e. this just those that were found of which I am assuming is only a small portion of what the reality is) I have just become so disgusted by the whole thing that the passion and drive that I typically have has just washed away.
Not to go on and on about my story but more so just to let you know that your not alone in this thought/feelings and as you stated unfortunately it is just something mother nature will have to work out and hopefully things get better. I am trying to look at the bright side of things and hoping that I can find enjoyment in small game hunting and fall turkey hunting and other things that seemed to have got lost as my passion for archery hunting got more serious and lost time/ability to hunt more often.