we have all been through rough times , and some morethen others , god dont put any more on your platethen you can handle , even though it seems like it , he knows you and he knows you can handle what ever is thrown your way , the past few years for me has been a up and down road , one day im doing great , then bam im treading sludge at the bottom of the barrel , what ever is happening in your life right now is a learning experience , so that you can teach others that may be going through the same thing you are