Fugg it...here it comes fellas, my last 30 days.
Decided to keep my truck and fix it back up to 100%. $5,200 later and going on the 4th week in the shop...I've drove it a total of about 3 days. Every time I get it back, something else fails.
Wife hit a deer last night and thought it didn't do any damage. I got to looking at it today and it poked a small hole in the radiator. Almost $500 for that piece of shit! I was able to get enough sealant on it so it's no longer leaking. Hopefully it'll hold for our trip to Toledo tomorrow and long enough that I can find a cheaper one.
About ten days ago our 12 year old niece tried to take her own life.
Been dealing with family drama over how my mom was treated compared to other family members when she had cancer.
Trashed my shoulder around the time of the TOO event at Strouds... Struggle to make it through work every day, can't hardly sleep. Fucking thing hurts. Dealing with the VA medical system sucks! My appointment isn't until next Thursday...and that can't come fast enough. Eating pain pills and using those numbing patches ain't for me.
Injured another deer a couple of weeks back.
Wife had surgery on her woman parts.
Junked a crossbow.
All this is just what's at the front of my mind right now. Life has been fucking the shit outa me and I'm all out of shit! I'm ready to punch a baby in the face I'm so wound up right now. Burn some puppies or something... I'm thankful for all the good things I do have going for me, but mother fuck... It's hard to see them sometimes. I'm ready for some me time...and I'm trying really hard to not find it in alcohol. I've got some other conditions that are also fighting me that I'm not going to openly share. Sorting through all this shit is a bit hard for me. Staying positive is also something I have to try a bit harder to do then most people.
In the end, it'll all work out and I know that. It could always be worse and I know I'm doing better then a lot of others.
At any rate, thanks for reading...I don't need any replies, just venting. Something new I've been trying the last year. (Still not sure if it helps me or make it worse)