Something else to distract you. Your most fun in the field is just beginning. I know you enjoy taking K out now, but the real fun is yet to begin. Your girl reminds me a lot of Layla at her first stages of being interested in hunting. Tagging along and watching is great, but when you are actually putting her on a deer and she has a weapon in her hand to try and kill it, nothing more enjoyable. All the bad luck can't take that away from you and the fun you will have. So a positive to think about at a trying time.