Shit gets real starting today. A few months back I decided I was really going to put those cigarettes down this time. I slowed down to a point that it really wasn’t worth buying them all the time anymore. When I got a few beers or around some friends is when it would get tough and I’d smoke a bunch. Just couldn’t get over that last hump.
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I hit my four year nicotine free anniversary back in July. don't miss it at all any more. I remember when I was in high school my Dad quit smoking. he smoked for over 25 years, since he was 14 years old, and used Nicorette gum, which was a very new concept at the time back in the mid 80's. I was really proud of him since I had never seen him without a pack of Kool's in my entire 15 years.
quitting is easy, not starting again is the hard part as long as some part of you still wants to. will take more than patches to quit for real. you have to make up you mind that you don't want or need to do it any more, ever.
I never smoked, so I've always found cigarette smoke offensive, but nowadays the smell of Copenhagen makes me want to puke. the 15 or so pounds I gained that first year is nearly gone now, too.
Hello, my name is Jamie and I'm an asshole and I still drink too much, but I'm tobacco and nicotine free. good luck and stay strong, bro.