Problem I'm having is my stomach has been big for years but was always solid. Guessing it was because of the irritation from the alcohol. Now that I don't drink like I used to, it's like a bag of jello. That's just pissing me off. There's a difference when you look at someone, you can tell the big boys that's can still get with it. Then there's the lazy fat fuck looking guys, I feel like I look like the lazy fat fuck now. Only I can make the difference. Just not sure if I want to get over or do something. I've been between 200-220 for about 8 years now but it felt different before because I could actually still be active. Now I can't because of these damn lungs...so I need to adjust my "fighting weight" and maybe, just maybe, it'll ve easier to breathe also. Fuck, did I just talk myself into dropping more?!