Well boys figured its time to give an update - been fighting my ass off, forcing myself to take deep breathes, extra exercises etc.  I would like to thank everyone hear who typed or texted a word of encouragement, ya'll have no idea how much it meant while i was struggling to breathe/survive.  I am really stable now - (breathing is fine) still in the hospital, should be going home in a few days.  i would love to type more, but currently only have one hand (another long story) , just know that i have felt very blessed, encouraged and loved to have so much support from my too brothers, thanks again